Friday 13 July 2007

LP - all for a good cause

realised my blog shldn't be all tat depressing
well here's something different =)
feeling all bright and chirpy tis morn'
must've been 'cos i saw him last night
tat boy boy (ha) just made my day 'cos of wad he did last night
ha i'm daydreaming...
carrying on...

Tuesday 10 July 2007

haiz...some people just have better lives than others.
not that my life isn't good, it just looks bland when compared to theirs.
reading what they write just makes me feel...
empty?sad?lost?
i feel jealousy consuming me already. haiz.

Monday 9 July 2007

can you recognise my cry for help?

where are you?
you are always occupied but i can't blame you
you don't take the initiative so i should
i sent out my sos but it never reached
don't you recognise my cry for help by now?

at least i'm glad i can find comfort in friends...sometimes
at least they can distract me
or be the ones i turn to just bcos they happened to be ard
i share my problems wif them whn i feel that you shld be the one instead
but choice i have not, for life is cruel
man is cruel

i am
what i choose to be
i shall try to find peace within

Sunday 8 July 2007

Goodbye Charmaine...

Haven't been home in the last 34hrs or so
but there's so much more peace this way

was at someone else's house for nearly 14hrs in this 34hrs
didn't like the way it ended, as usual.






frustrated over many things


it's going to be a busy month
be prepared
p.s. shld i learn to bike???

Friday 6 July 2007

Hey, I've got the answer

I finally know why I was jealous the last time.
I was afraid she had a crush on you.



and
you were liking her more anyways.
(even now)

Wednesday 4 July 2007

i suffered from insomnia last night
nightmares kept haunting me
i hated it
(it was because of you)

Tuesday 3 July 2007